我家有个不诚实的人 There is Someone Dishonest in My Family

2nd December 2015  /  life upon life

我家有个不诚实的人,而且,她还很傻,她就是我的妈妈。曾经的我是很感性的。那时很小,当我听说妈妈生我时,同时有十几根骨头骨折,忍受了巨大的疼痛的时候,我总会心里一酸,眼泪顿时夺眶而出,对妈妈充满着说不清地,由衷的爱。那时的我,和妈妈很亲,总喜欢黏着妈妈,而妈妈也特别喜欢拉着我的小手,仿佛她拉着我的手,便拥有了全世界。就这样,我从牙牙学语到蹒跚学步,再成长为一个“成熟”的初中生,在妈妈的陪伴下,走过了无数个春夏秋冬。我上初一了,逐渐踏入青春期。我开始不爱学习,开始疯玩电脑游戏,开始自以为长大而不再对妈妈百依百顺,和她犟嘴,和她争吵,和她疏远,惹她生气,生很大的气。就这样,我们僵持,冷战了两三年。直到快要中考的前一个月。那天是星期六,中考倒计时一个月,而我依然忘乎所以的玩着电脑。这时,妈妈见到我那一副玩世不恭的样子,顿时火冒三丈,积攒了这么久的火一时间全都像火山喷发一样爆发出来。那一天,我和妈妈大吵了一架,那一次,是这么久以来吵得最凶的一次,那天,她打了我。那是从小到大她第一次打我。我摔门而出,回到自己的房间,上了锁。然而,我和妈妈的房间只隔着一堵墙啊,我能清清楚楚的听到她在哭,撕心裂肺,也许她的眼泪是证明我错了的最佳依据。那天晚上,妈妈说她再也不会管我了,永远。我从未有过的害怕。可是第二天,桌上依然是她为我做的早餐,还加了一个小纸条,“儿子,对不起”,我内心筑起的高高围墙瞬间崩塌了,我跑到妈妈面前,再也止不住原本吝啬的泪水,“妈妈,对不起”,我和她相拥在一起,我抱得很紧很紧,她也是。我家总有这么一个不诚实的人,每次都承诺不会再管我,却总是违背自己的诺言,一次又一次。她总是那么傻,每次被我伤的遍体鳞伤,却一如既往的爱我。也许只就是母亲吧,总有一种对子女毫无保留,义无反顾地爱。后来,我和妈妈的关系一直很好。很多同龄人问我为什么,我总会和她们讲这个故事。其实,并不是因为我和妈妈更易相处,而是我们更会把各自对彼此的爱表达出来,而不是埋藏在心里。如果你真的爱你的父母,那么请克服青春期的心理障碍(其实那些不过是借口),勇敢的迈出第一步,和父母多沟通,多交流,你们会收获很多。同时你会发现,不管你和父母发生什么,你都会一如既往的爱他们,因为这种爱,是本能。何雨辰There is someone dishonest in my family, moreover, this person is also very silly, she is my mother. Once i was very sensible.Every time when i, a very little child at that time, heard that my mother had more than ten bones fracture and endured great pain when i was born, i was stricken by a surge of bitterness and burst into tears .I did not know how to tell,but i truly loved my mother with my heart and soul.I was quite close with her and i liked to stay with her all the time. While my mother also liked to hold my little hand, as if she took my hand,she had the whole world. So, with my mum’s accompany,I went through countless spring, summer, autumn and winter, from babbling to toddler, and finally grew as a "mature" junior high school student.After i was in Grade One of Junior High School ,i gradually came into adolescence. I began to hate learning and crazily play computer games.I thought i had become an adult,so i no longer obeyed her in every way, what’s more,i quarreled with her and became estranged from her, which made her angry, very very angry. In this way, we had been in a stalemate,which lasted for two or three years, until a month before the Senior High School Entrance Examination. That day was Saturday,only a month before the senior high school entrance examination,but I was still lost in playing computer games. At this time, when my mother saw my cynical attitude towards study, she suddenly flew into a rage, the accumulation of the anger  which had been hidden for so long a time all burst out, like eruption of a volcanic. On that day,we quarreled a lot, which was the most serious time for so long. On that day, my mother beat me, which was the first time since i was born. I slammed the door and went back to my room and locked the door. However, my room and my mother's were separated only by a wall, I could clearly hear she heart wrenching crying. Perhaps her tears was the best evidence that i was wrong .That night, my mother said she would never look after me again, which made me so afraid in a way that was quite new to me. But the next day, the breakfast which she cooked for me was still on the table, with a small piece of paper added, “Dear son, i am sorry”. The high wall built in my heart instantaneously collapsed , i ran to the front of my mother and could not stop the mean tears.“ Mom, I'm sorry.” we clung together to each other tightly. I held her very tightly, so did she. There is always a dishonest person in my family, every time she swears not to take care of me, but finally breaks her words,over and over again. She is always so silly, with the injury being black and blue all cover in her heart caused by me, she loves me as the same. Perhaps only mothers have the heat and soul love for their children. Later, our relationship has been very wonderful. Many of my peers ask me why, and i always tell them the story. In fact, not because  my mother and i are more easily to get along with each other, but we become better at expressing our love to each other, rather than bury our love deeply in the heart. If you really love your parents, then please overcome the psychological barriers of adolescence (in fact, those are just excuse), take the first step bravely, and have more communication and interaction with your parents, you will gain a lot. At the same time you will find that no matter what happens to you and your parents, you will always love them, because this kind of love is the instinct.He Yuchen